Stretching beyond what you think are your limits is still considerably less than what you have been brought to earth to do. The resistance is the learning. To push past the boundaries of what you think you are able to accomplish. You will find that in letting go of control, you reap benefits beyond your wildest dreams.
You are on your way to creating all that you have ever needed, wanted or deserved. In relationship, to risk is to receive, to shed any in-authenticity and to be able to see yourself in the fullness/ wholeness of who you really are - the powerful and demure, with the knowledge that your journey is to see yourself in relationship and value the person in the mirror.